It was good seeing you. It's been roughly a year since I last saw you in person and was really happy to give you a hug and really hoping...

It's almost been a whole year without communication/seeing you. (besides our birthdays of course) and yet here we are. still with you on...

you popped up in my dreams last night. its not the usual happy one though. I finally saw you after so long and didnt feel the energy...

Ive had this typed up for a week and cant send it. And now it keep preventing me from making my announcement because I keep wanting you...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lw0oSvAAvuc&ab_channel=TagiryoEspares 37 seconds in, makes me think of you. I for some reason watched...

How do you make sense of the world that the person you love doesnt love you anymore. How does it make sense the person you believe is...

Do you remember our little car we had when we are in Austin TX? The little red car that took us everywhere? And the airbnb we shared with...

For me when I think of October I get flooded with memories. I see the videos of us singing in the car together on our way to the drive in...

There's no amount of time thatll make any of this feel right. I was journaling today and noticed how my habits hadnt quite changed as Ive...

There was a before you, a during you, but I never imagined an after you. https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP88wvN3s/ I knew one day you'd stop...

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP88VgF7k/ This is so cute. Always staying just in case your child checks to see if youre there. Its actually...

today marks the end of another wedding season for me along with the end of summer. and even though all this time has passed and we enter...

to see you happy. to see you loved. to see you do things you love to do. being in a city you love. in nature. at peace. nothing makes my...

I could totally be wrong about this, but Michael Chung huh? After I told you he followed you around like a lost puppy at the casino and...

Well it's April. More time that's gone by. Do you feel better? Has everything in your heart been let go? The pain, the intimacy, the...

I often think about our last passionate conversation about our kids and what we wanted to do with them. The funny thing is 2 days ago my...

Yeah, there's always going to be a gaping whole in my heart from this that I'm not sure can ever be filled. Matter of fact I'm not sure...

And I felt like this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WUSN4W2cnGU I was angry at so much. And I felt like it was against everyone else...

I decided not to post the drunk video I had of myself post superbowl when I was in bed because it was embarassing, but this can take its...