This is so cute. Always staying just in case your child checks to see if youre there. Its actually what I did to you every time youd leave. When youd get out of my car Id sit there. When we would fight and we left each other Id always check to see if youd ever look back. But you know the thing is you never did. I wrote about this once about how you are always determined with your decisions.
You havent popped up in my dreams in a while. I miss you. Everyday I have. It also means I never stopped loving you. But that really doesn't mean anything. It's been close to a year since I've seen you. I believe they say you need a year of no contact to be able to establish a healthy friendship with someone you once loved. But I'm not quite sure we have had that. Yeah, we haven't seen each other or talked but I feel like I've talked to you throughout the year here. And tbh I feel like you come here to silently say hi. And I'm always curious if it's out of pity, care? Despite that you have a boyfriend that doesn't know you're here and can only be something that could get you in trouble I'm absolutely sure you and I will always have a connection that won't be replicated. I'm sure you've figured that out now after being with someone. At least I'm sure of it for myself.
I'm not doing you any favors by writing to you here if you never have the intentions of being with me. Cause now I'm just a thorn in your side rather than a seed of a relationship hoping to bloom. I really just want you to be happy.
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